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Honestly, I'm having second thoughts about blogging because I don't want my life to be exposed. HAHA! para namang sikat ako? haha. no, it's just that I don't trust people easily and I am afraid of gossip girls! FCKYEATRUSTISSUES! :))

Anyway, I was thinking if I'm gonna make a new blog or not cause I reread my posts here and it's ashdjCRAPhjdaskjd! :))) Nakakatawa. Memablog lang talaga. But I decided to stick with this and soooooo this blog can be viewed publicly again! :D uhhh.. yes? :)) And umm... Ps, I don't drink coffee! :) heeehee.

So, you're probably wondering what pushed me to blog again? Hmm.. Kanina, I made one of the toughest decisions in life.. And that is to resign (as a student intern) in Rustan's or to stay. It was very spontaneous, I'm telling you. HAHA. Let me tell you the story... :)

Nag OJT hunting kami ng friend ko, si Mia tapos nakasalubong namin si Diana and si Tina somewhere in Gil Puyat Ave, pauwi na kami non actually, and they mentioned to us that they submitted their resume nga sa Rustan's. Since malapit lang yung Rustan's, we tried our luck. It was not part of the list. See, another spontaneous move there! Haha. So, we submitted our resume, the HR person told us to wait and so we waited tapos nagulat kami we were asked to take a written exam AGAD!! tas parang ako WHAT THE FCUK!!! okay, so we took the exam, we were given 40 mins to finish it TAPOS interview agad. OH MY GOODNESS. Everything happened SO FAST! tas they asked us to return the next day for our final interview and stuff. ..... Blah blah blah.... We (Charlene&Mia) were confused whether we'll go for it or not cause the job was clerical and we're assigned in the leasing department.... Blah blah blah... And then...

BAM!! I started last October 24, 2011 and resigned yesterday, November 2, 2011. HAHAHA! Ewan ko kung baliw ba ko o ano pero yung utak ko nung mga panahong yon ewan ko kung asang planeta ba! HAHA! Di ko pinagisipan ng husto! As in kung ano lang yung pinakamadali at pinakamabilis na paraan para okay na. HAHA! sobrang chill lang eh. But after spending like 3 days lang doon, I felt that I am not   h a p p y . . . 

Why? First, because my friend was wait listed and that really made me sad. Magkasama kami nag ojt hunting, nag pass ng resume, nag interview and all that shit tapos iiwan ko lang siya? Although she's having second thoughts din about the company cause yea... Yan tuloy, siya inayawan!! HAHA! Pero dapat talaga pasok din siya, I don't know what happened! Second, it's not related in Marketing. I was really bored there, I swear. HAHA. One hour was like one day!! No kidding :( HAHA. And I was assigned to answer phone calls. OH MY GOSH HATE NA HATE KO SUMAGOT NG TELEPONO O MAKIPAGUSAP SA TELEPONO! :)) They also told me that they got a complain from their client kasi nga barumbado ako makipagusap! HAHAHA. Joke. Yea, I really don't know how to answer phone calls in a formal way. Jusko. Alam mo yon? But hey, I know na how to photocopy like a pro! HAHAHAH! BEAT THAT!!! ;) I'm proud! :)))) And one more thing, they're asking me to put MAKE UP!!!! Yun pa lang torture na diba? HELL YEA! :))))) I mean, do I really need to put on make up? Why? What for? Eh wala namang ibang tao don, kami kami lang. I don't get it. Paki nila sa ichura ko? Andun lang naman ako para pagsilbihan sila tas magpapaganda pa ko? THE HELL! HAHAHAHA JOKE! :D Pero im not mad or anything, gusto ko lang talaga magets niyo yung point ko na I DON'T WANT TO PUT MAKE UP! Maganda na ko, para san pa yon? :) keme!!!! And that's the end of the the story! HAHAHA!

Realizations:

DO WHAT MAKES YOU  H A P P Y! :) - proven.

Cause how can you give your all when you don't want what you're doing. Lalo na kung labag sa loob mo. Wala, papatayin mo lang sarili mo. Forever hell ang drama. Happiness is a huge factor that I consider when doing something because I believe that when you're happy you can bring out the best in you! :) get my point? Parang you're willing to do everything kasi buong buo yung loob mo dun sa gagawin mo! :)

CHOOSY BA KO? 

Actually, my parents said na dun na lang ako, tiis tiis na lang daw. Eh. :( Shempre gusto ko yung best para sa sarili ko. Sino bang ayaw diba? PUSH IT! PUSH IT TO THE LIMIT!! :) yea, true, start from the bottom.. eh pano? forever ka na lang sa baba? FLY HIGH! :) Training nga eh. So give me a  r e a l training! hindi yung kangkarot training lang! :))

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.

Amen.

DON'T SETTLE FOR ANYTHING LESS.

Another Amen! :))

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Aksheli, charotera lang ako! HAHA! Wag ka, kahit balahura ako, feeling ko may sense naman ang life ko! :) HAHAHA! We'll see... but for now I'll find someone like you! :))) joke. shit, sabi ko gagawin kong serioso tong post na to. Di ko kaya! HAHA! jusko.

PS, kung mababasa man to ng kasama ko kanina sa MRT, Hello! :) masaya ko okay tayo kanina! alam mo yan! Hehe! labyu shupaker! HAHA! ;)

KBYE! NIGHT! :)